Monday, August 13, 2012

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Eternity


He who binds to himself a joy
Does the winged life destroy;
But he who kisses the joy as it flies
Lives in eternity's sun rise. 


william blake on non-grasping


dharma teaching yesterday was using these three points to cut through habits of mind

1. recognition...i have tasted presence, buddha mind and know that to be my true nature

2. decision...to return here, continually bringing myself back

3. confidence...that i can liberate myself from suffering

this is very helpful now, in the thick of crazy thoughts and emotional pain


the trick is remember these 3 points in times of joy

had i been practicing with as much sincerity and fervency as i am when motivated for want to be free of suffering during the happy beginnings the addiction could not have set in...i changed loyalty to the feelings of being loved and in relationship. from the buddha to  my body with another (bodies that are decaying) from the dharma to the desperation of getting that love i didn't receive as a child (only i/life can give) from the sangha to the senses (temporary and deceptive)

good news is it's not too late to go back now to now

:)


For when, with irreversible intent, The mind embraces bodhichitta, Willing to set free the endless multitudes of beings, In that instant, from that moment on, a great and unremitting stream, A strength of wholesome merit, Even during sleep and inattention, Rises equal to the vastness of the sky. -Shantideva 

the passage i had memorized several months ago.  how perfect.

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